Gambling addiction: ‘I blew 80 per cent of my student loan and overdraft’

Having control over your own finances for the first time can have a detrimental impact on a student, finds Joe Woof whose gambling addiction spiralled at university 

April 18 2019
Gambling addiction, university, student

The first time I recall gambling was when I was still at school, around the age of 13 or 14. We used to play a game called “penny up” which involved tossing coins towards a wall and seeing who could get closest, with the winner taking all of the coins. I would spend all of my lunch money playing this game and would then lie to my mum that I had bought lunch, when I hadn’t.

After leaving school at 16, I completed college and gained a vocational qualification. Although I continued to gamble through playing cards with friends and using fruit machines in pubs, my gambling was restricted by me being under age.

I then went to the University of York to study sport and physical education – this was when my gambling became out of control.

Going to university gave me independence for the first time and access to more money than I had ever had before. It created a distance between me and my friends and family. I could go wherever I wanted, spend money on whatever I wanted, without anyone really knowing. I was now also old enough to gamble legally.

I would mainly bet on football and horse racing. One day I bet a £5 accumulator (a single bet that links together two or more individual wagers) which resulted in a big win. I could not believe how easy it was to turn such a small amount of money into several hundreds. Or so I thought. 

One day, when I was still at university, I saw one of my friends in the bookmakers playing roulette on a machine. He had put £10 into the machine and won £120 within 15 minutes. It seemed unbelievable. I now had an option for easy wins that was open to me seven days a week. My trips to the bookmakers soon went from lasting around 15 minutes to two to three hour sessions where I would go from betting tens of pounds to hundreds of pounds.


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When I went to university I had opened a student bank account with a high-street bank. Without proof of any income, I was given an overdraft of £1,000. I also received money every three months from the student loans company, totalling £3,500 per year. I blew 80 per cent of that money on gambling. I missed numerous lectures and essay deadlines as all I could think about was gambling. 

Then I moved to online gambling. I could play the casino-type games that I was the most addicted to from the comfort of my own room, whenever I wanted. It was at this point that I realised I had a problem.

I took out loans and extended overdrafts to fund my addiction. I was in debt of around £5,000 (excluding my student loans), with absolutely no means of being able to pay it back so I got a part-time job at a bookmakers. This just made things worse. Betting was my life at this point. I was either working in a bookmakers or in there gambling.

I sacrificed my studies, friendships and relationships. At this point the lying started. I lied to cover my tracks and to borrow money. I was lying to everyone and it was affecting my mental health. I was living two lives and it was exhausting. The pressure and stress from the debt was also mounting.

I knew I needed help but I wasn’t interested in addressing my addiction. I just wanted to get my financial situation back under control. My parents agreed to help me as long as I took steps to address my gambling problem, which I told them I would. I reassured them that my willpower would be enough. It wasn’t and I knew it. But I didn’t care, I just wanted the money. By this point I’d become an expert in deceiving people, I said a lot of things that I didn’t really mean. My only focus was gambling. Every decision I made was with a view to getting my fix.

I somehow managed to get out of university with a qualification. Not the honours degree I should have received, but a diploma.

After I graduated, I met my long-term partner but our relationship was always impacted by my addiction. Just like I had done to other people I loved and who had supported me, I lied and I stole money from her. We managed to buy a house but due to my poor credit rating it was in my partner’s name only. She was also worried that I would re-mortgage behind her back to fund my gambling. Despite the lies and the fact that I relapsed after stopping gambling, she agreed to marry me and we went on to have a child.

You would expect that the added responsibility of having a child would have helped me to stop, but it didn’t. I attended group support sessions, my partner took 100 per cent control of my finances and I barred myself from my local bookmakers, but I just couldn’t kick the habit and in the end it was too much pressure on our relationship.

I’m very lucky that my partner continued to support me as a friend and I finally started to kick the addiction. Not long after our split, the stress and pressure led to severe anxiety, depression and even an attempt to take my own life.

Now I would classify myself as a gambling addict with anxiety and depression. But I’m off the bet and I can finally see a bright future. I am an addict but I still have choices and I’m determined to make the right ones.

I now volunteer with the Young Gamers and Gamblers Education Trust and I hope to turn my experience into something positive, and prevent others from going down the same road. Habits that I developed at a young age spiralled out of control when I was at university, where I had access to more money than before and I made silly decisions. Educating people about the potential problems and effects it can have on your future is so important, and I will do anything to help others avoid the situation that I found myself in.


YGAM runs a university and student engagement programme, employing second and third year students to lead in preventative education around gambling and gaming-related harm, which is already established in five universities.

YGAM is currently recruiting for volunteer youth ambassadors, people aged 16-25, to share their thoughts on gambling and gaming. You don’t have to have had any experience of addiction or problems in either of these areas, just have a keen interest in the subject. For more information and to apply, visit https://www.ygam.org/vacancies

If you are worried about your own or someone else’s gambling habits, please contact the National Gambling HelpLine open 8am-Midnight: 0808 8020 133 / www.gamcare.org.uk

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